me

I have an inherited condition called alpha 1 antitrypsin defency and stage 4 COPD from it , I went through chemo and radiation for stage 4 cervical cancer last summer , my cervex is clear mut the cancer moved to my lung and liver , with my luns being so weak I would not survive chemo again , I have been on oxygen for 12 years , and am living out my days doing my artwork and loving my family and life as much as I can . I want them to remember the fun times not the bad , I have been very lucky to look basicly well except for the oxygen tubes . I know the grief is strong at first but after a while you can smile and enjoy the good memories ..